havent blogged in yeaaars
its like concentrated CA week now.
how sucky
>;(
barely studied anything
and like,
i havent even finished learning acid and bases.
ughughugh
my throat hurts like bloody shit
i knew i shouldnt have ate so much chocolates ytd.
hahaha..

MY ROOM IS OFFICIALLY RENOVATEDDDDD
;DDD
its real cozy and neat(:
yay!

stupid napfa test later
craaaap.
so not in the mood to run around and sweat

i want to cut my hair short!
(:
shortshortshort
or.
maybe not.
okay
i shall cut aft this term(:
i wanna have a change of hairstyle every term!

yay!

LOVE
SARAH,

oral was actually not too bad ytd
zheng lao shi was my examiner!
had mep after oral,
was probably one of the nicest mep lessons this term for me...

godd,
life does suck like shit sometimes.
esp when i know things arent gna be fine
please, you DONT want them to be fine eh?
ughughugh.
and like C & D have both flocked to RP
(D alr did, somehow C totally disappointed me by following suit and acting mindless)
(does it really matter? D's gna be leaving for TJC anyway..)
FOR J;
ykw, its true,
you have M,
you probably wouldnt want M (or JE, G, H for that matter) to talk to me either.


hm.
feel so distant from the world.
everything's everchanging.
i dont know anyone anymore.
dont know whether its really them
or if they're just putting up a false front
insulting ppl, putting ppl down,
that's just how some ppl are, no?


finally replaced my ezlink card!
like, at laast.
and cos mari and vic chew accompanied me to make and stuff
i treated them (and myself, of course) to bubbletea(:
haha,
oh.
crap.
i just realised i left my copper sulphate crystals thingy in my bag.
its gna be 7 in half an hour's time and i wanna watch shou zu;DD

Labels: confused.

hey!
today's the PI day!
i bet i'll sleep again.
hahaha,
and.
im not like angry or confused about J anymore;D
i decided that,
since to me,
i've not been totally irritating
and i dont have THAT poor skills of arguement
(im just not good enough for you)
so.
unless you're planning to talk to me
to tell me my billionandone problems,
i shall ignore your icy stares and cold shoulder.
choir's such an awful dread these days.

i must stop being like this.

ILOVECHOIRILOVECHOIRILOVECHOIR.
yes i do.

LOVE;
SARAHH.

hey!
we're supposed to do the lame speech for ASSEAN's birthday or smth.
haha.
wow.
so im not a weird imagine-r.
good.
so.
i hope M sees this.
maybe then you'll know that acting cute sooo does not work
esp when you just dont have what it takes
sorry if that was a little harsh..
hmm..
today feels like a freaking long day
and i have stupid eng oral before choir.
gosh.
):
im sure to fail the picture/conversation part.
poor me.
hahaha,


LOVE,
SARAH.


sometimes, thinking is not such a bad thing. thinking will lead you to find out many things you've never noticed or realised. thinking opens your brain to the many possibilities you never thought could happen. thinking sets you right.

Labels: thinking.

HEY!,
omg, i havent touched the com for like so many billion days!!!
hahaha.
went home with yan yao today!
its fun to talk to someone else while going home;D
not to mention,
found out quite some stuff
and i realised that
you'd never know whether someone's being 'real'
or just plain fake.
really,
like, i really really thought ***'s a really nice person/friend
but i guess not.
hm.
and,
idk if YOU know,
but really,
so many ppl just simply dislike you.
hah.
maybe you shouldn blame them.
maybe its YOUR fault.
oh whatever(:

omg, i was totally STARVING,
ugh, and SOME ppl didnt turn up for choir..
hm,
go figure.
you know what
sometimes,
i really think you're such a H
hah.
you say you're really devoted/commited?
PUUHHLEEAAASE.
if you were devoted/commited,
you wouldn C or MUE.
omg,,
it succccks to have this type of F
too bad for me.

MMMMMM:
i feel like i dont know you anymore.
like,
when i sms you,
you're M!
yet when i read your blog,
i see a whole new totally differnt M.
and that sucks
cos i totally told you alot of ##s
and i THOUGHT you trusted me with yours too,
but i guess not.
see.
thats what i mean when i say ppl can be so fake.
oh yes,
im sure you'll know this is for you cos the next thing i say will make it really obvious:
your new haircut really does kinda make your head look squarer
:X
no offence intended, just my point of view;D

heh,
choir rest & relax on the 26th!
yay.
we'll be singing, 6? songs i think
haha.
we are so NOT ready
sop one sucks?
okay fine. that was mean. and not the truth.
;D
but we barely got ONE score done properly and sop two totally finished EVERYTHING.
hah. i should stop complaining.
this is a pretty loooong post and so i shall stop here(:

LOVE,
SARAH

SATURDAY WAS A FUNNNNY FUN DAY;D
THE BEAN FAMILY RULEEEES!!
HHAHAHA.
shant elaborate. go clara's blog or smth. hahah
and,
this probably sounds childish and immature or whatever
but school sucks
honestly!
like, everyday so streesss
but maybe its only cos i never do homework.
hah
maybe i should start doing homework
but then,
i wouldnt be me if i start doing.
hahaha.

oh yes,
my sister's phone got confiscated (second time)
and she claims that it cos her alarm rang.
but thats not the main point.
the point is,
my mum screamed at her(over the phone)
and said she wants to transfer her to another class
and obviously my sister's like way depressed
cos she's like super close to her best friends
and now they cannot be retards together anymore.
i tried telling her that at least they're still in the same school right?
not as bad as next year when shes going art school.
but i guess she wasnt listening to me
cos she continued weeping like the world's gna end

thats all for today;D


LOVE,
SARAH


hey you,
idk if you'll know this is for you cos im gna be as unclear as i can.
cos its not like you want the whole world to know.
well.
im not like very good at voicing out what i want to say.
so.
i guess, that means, im not very good at comforting ppl at the spot.
but i was thinking about it while going home..
and yeah.
dont worry so much
dont be scared
cos,
no matter what,
we'll always be there.
be it or not
a listening ear
or a comforting shoulder for you to cry on
i wont ask you not to cry about it cos sometimes,
its just hard.
thats understandable.
but wherever you are,
whatever you do,
im just a phone call away! ;D
and well. this may be strange, coming from me
but,
yeah.
PRAY HARD, miracles DO happen, yeah?
i mean like.
hope for the best but prepare for the worst
so it wont hurt so much that way..
anw.
main point is.
you'll always have us, you'll always have GOD!
dont always think about it okay!!
look on the bright side of life..
LOVEEE YOU LOTS AND LOTS!!!!

Labels: ILY;D

HAHAHAHAHA
talking to CLARA THE PAPA BEAN rockkkks:D
shes like seriously funnny!
then again
everyone in the BEAN FAMILY is funny!
cos like.
i will think, 'clara's the ultimate joker'
then another thought will go into my mind and say
'jeanette's the ultimate-r joker!'
but then i will rmb a stupid comment maria make and go
'maria's the ultimate silliest joker'
then someone else in my brain will say
'dory's the ultimate lame joker!'
HAHA.
wow.
so many activities in my brain.
tday no choir,
feels funny.
I MISS BEAN FAMILY TOOOO! ;DDD
at least we'll meet tmr(:

went parkway for lunch with nette and nat(:
natalie was being her ultimate BIMBO self
she just oozes bimbo-ness
HAHA.
and both of them stole the circleoxygenballthingy!!
and nat smashed hers and wiped her hand on some window
HAHAHAHA
like, ewwww!
we wanted to make nette's one the BEAN PET
but it got split into half
oh well.
:D

i didnt do anything since i came back
i should go do physics!
hahahaha
so guai(:


LOVE;
SARAHH

school was actually not too bad today.
haha
cos had no chem :D
that brightened my day alr.
then choir aft sch.
we went esplanade!
I LOVE THE BEAN FAMILY!
omgg!
it consists of
CLARA! the YELLOW PAPA BEAN! idk why you chose yellow. what a gay colour. but then again. maybe you ARE gay. you're always in denial, say want to be mama bean. HAHA.
JEANETTE! the icantrmbwhatcolour MAMA BEAN! hahaha, i know you threw away our garden. and we had fun playing while you went to the 'market'. HHAHAHA.
DORY&ME! the PURPLE&PINK TWINBEANS! yay! we're the nicest ppl in the family cos we're also the only sane ones:DDD loveee you lotttts twinniebeannie!
MARIA! the sofarnotcolouredduetoyourabsence MAID BEAN! ahahahaha. you and your blurness and the fact that meanie jeanette says you live in the maid agency makes you perfect for the maid role! HAHAHA.

ahhh. i really love the bean family lots and lots and lots!!!!!

and;
imsorryokayidontreallymeanwhatisaid
yeahthosewordsweremeanlikeshitandyoudontreallydeservethem.
andnoactuallyidonthatechristianitythatmuch
itjustgetsannoyingwhensomeoneisoverlyobsessedwithsmth
yahalotofmybest/goodfriendsarechristians!
andidonthatethem.
andiguess.
iwasjusthonestlygreatlypiquedbyRPA.
andseeingyousoclosetoherprobablysuckstoo
imean,like,COMEON.
shesRPA!!!
butiguess,samechurchsamedreams(literally)
icantdoanythingaboutitright?
imgladwehadtoday.
whenshewasntheretospoilanything.
hahahasorrylah
cannotexpectmetolikehertooright?
:D
wellthingsarefinallyfinebetweenus!
ipraytogod(hah!howironic)thatthingswillstaythisway.
LOVELOVE!!!!!! <3


'BEAN!' says PAPA BEAN in angrymanlybeanish voice. :D

Labels: BEAN FAMILY❤

i can do better.

TODAY!
WAS A GREAAT DAY:D
I LOVE TINGDIONNEMARISIHUILAURA!!!
WE WENT VIVO FOR LUNCH AT FOOD REPUBLIC
AND WE ALL ATE HOKKIEN MEE(:
IT WAS YUMMMMY!(:
THEN WENT TO TOPSHOP, F21, RIVER ISLAND, ESPRIT
THEN WE SPLIT,
ME MARI LAURA WENT PAGE ONE
DIONNE TING SIHUI STAYED AT ESPRIT
I TOTALLY WANTED TO PLAY HIDEANDSEEK BUT THEY REFUSED.
HAHAHA
WE ENDED UP READING A BOOK INTERPRETING DREAMS,
SICK MARI AND LAURA KEPT LOOKING AT THE GROSS ONES
LIKE rape AND nakedness
HHAHAHA.
DIONNE BOUGHT HER SHIRT AND I BOUGHT A BOOK:D
THEN WE DECIDED TO GO CHANGI AIRPORT!
WE WENT SWENSONS(:
THEN ME DIONNE AND MARI WENT TO BUY LITTLE CAKE SLICES
AND ME AND MARI TOOK FOREVER TO LIGHT THE STUPID CANDLES!
HAHAHAHA.
OH YAH,
WE TOOK THE SKYTRAIN LIKE BACKANDFORTH, BACKANDFORTH
:DDD
TING WAS SUPERSUPER NICE AND WAITED FOR THE STUPID 76 WITH ME TO COME(:
NOW IM HOME AND WATCHING LAST NIGHT'S UGLY BETTY
AWWWWW.
I JUST RMBED ABOUT THE PHYSICS HW. SHITTTT.
I SHALL BE GOOD AND PRACTISE PIANO:D


LOVE,
SARAH:D